Monday, June 22, 2009

The screams within...



It was one of those days. I wished I could stop those screams within my head. I wished I could just drop everything and be by her side.

The experience is good. The pay is great. Hell, our secretaries carry those monograms and one whom I'm close to drives a cooper.

But the stress can be overwhelming...

2 more weeks for the arrival of a friend.

4 more weeks for the scheduled break (with no plans yet).

3 more months before I can leave this role.

For now, I'm just taking one step each day, with her love and patience to guide me through....

Picture: googled.

16 comments:

Hunny said...

Hang in there dear. In the words of Dory the fish, "just keep swimming, just keep swimming" :)

fizzy said...

dereast miss b,

sorry i've been a silent reader lately. ;)
i've once used this picture in my entry. lol.
and it was about stress too.

no matter how big the stress is, you have the young lady beside you.
[and me if feel like sharing~]

take care.

Anonymous said...

hang on there Ms B. just take a deeeeeeep breath!

[danial][ma] said...

hej! Ms B...take a break, have a kit kat...and why not you and missy fly to KL and we can have great food over here...;-)

Naz in Norway said...

Ms B,
Come join me and my kids :)

n.i. said...

rilex... breath in breath out... hehehe

aromatherapy helps... get some lavender essential oil and a burner... i have it in the bedroom AND in room at the office hehehehe

IDB said...

retail therapy is good for the soul, especially with all the sales now :D

... said...

how about endorphines? err, by exercising i mean. but nah, i'm sure shopping for that handbag you like last week works the same ;).
(hope things get better eventually)

Ms B said...

Hunny,

I think even Dory has her limits. Now where is the submarine to catch a ride? *grins*

Ms B said...

Fizzy dear,

*lol* i bet many use this pic too as when i googled, it was on the 1st page/result.

I can handle long hours but stress, geesh!!! can someone pls pass me bow and arrows to shoot some people? *grins*

Ms B said...

momster,

cant remember how many deeeeepppp breaths i've taken. one after another and it keeps on coming.

they didnt think long term when they did the restructuring. less people, overflow deals.

Ms B said...

danial,

kit kat? i have resorted to muffins and cookies, not forgetting two doses of mocha daily.

ah, not planning to go back this year. will enjoy the great british summer. *lol*

Ms B said...

naz,

waa... idea yg amat menarik tuh. i bet the young lady will love it, esp around your kids.

Ms B said...

n.i.,

i have that as well but i think the last time i used it was many many moons ago.

maybe i should get a massage at one of those mini spas around home, popping like mushroom (come to think of, they look suspicious).

Hope ur boys have a great time watching transformers!

Ms B said...

IDB,

u know what? I actually thought of the same!!!! The stress is pushing me to swipe my card like no end.*lol* Not helping when they are on 50% and more!

Hmm, so the dark purple or light red bag? *winks*

Ms B said...

darlene,

Hmm, I am trying to picture me shopping, with the bags carried by errr... candy boy? *grins* now thats what we call "retail therapy".