Monday, May 11, 2009

Life's a climb

but the view up there is great.

Each day I feel I learn more from her, instead of the other way around. From the things she wants to do to her curiosity, I learn to see, hear and think from her perspective.

Sometimes I feel she gives better advice than some people I know, even on things that should be the least of her expertise. It even surprises me when she comes out with a brilliant remark while watching a favourite show of mine e.g. "he should make up his mind. He likes two girls!”

At times I can be hard on her. Often after those moments, she'd say, "I know why mummy. You just want me to be a better person."

These days, our bedtime chat no longer consists of only fairy tales or how her day at school went. We talk about my past, with snippets from my childhood experience, the dreams and fears that went along with it.

There was a moment that we shared over the weekend which triggered some past events. I was reminded the challenges I faced and each time, she was there in the picture. Her presence alone was enough to tell that I should keep on climbing and to overcome the hurdles in life.

As we walked to school this morning, once again she shared her wisdom. "I must believe I can do this. If I don’t, I won’t do well." She was referring to a certain event at school.

I end this post by dedicating the song to the lovely people out there. You know who you are. *winks* (please mute the mixpod before playing the clip)




I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Somebody you're going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

6 comments:

n.i. said...

ur baby girl is soooooo cute... u r so lucky 2 have such a wise girl... we r all lucky to have our babies right? *smiles*

D said...

Yup honey, I listened to the song carefully when you texted me the other day. "No I'm not breaking", "Just got to keep going...".

You've got one to keep you going. I have 4 - sometimes the more the merrier, sometimes the more the bigger the sore. Nonetheless, they are all a bless!:)

Huff. Puff. Pant. Are we there yet? *grin*

Anonymous said...

I want my son to grow up as wise as her. You raised her well, Ms B! :)

Ms B said...

n.i. dear,

Somtimes I wonder how come she turns out wiser than me. Ni belum lagi I citer her advice on fashion sense. *grins*

yes, we are certainly blessed.

Ms B said...

D darling,

the only reason I'm into these kids' stuff is because of her. Little do i realise that I can learn so many things!

It gets easier as they become older, I think. although the challenges will be slightly different ie the "phase", girl/guy problem etc. *grins*

so when can i sign up to be this kitchen helper? *winks*

Ms B said...

momster honey,

I'm sure he will turn out well, if not better than her.

Cherish the moments. they grow up quick, u know. stimes i too cant get enough of her.