Friday, July 25, 2008

Not my time

Looking back at the beginning of this
And how life was
Just you and me and love and all of our friends
Living life like an ocean
Now the currents slowly pulling me down
It's getting harder to breath
It won't be too long and I'll be going under
Can you save me from this

It's not my time, I'm not going
There's a fear in me
It's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
Oh, I won't go

I look ahead to all the plans that we made
And the dreams that we had
I'm in a world that tries to take them away
Oh, but I'm taking them back
All this time I've just been to blind to understand
What should matter to me
My friend, this life we live
Is not what we have, it's what we believe

It might be more than you believe
It might be something you can't see

There might be more than you believe
There might be more than you can see

I won't go!
No I wooooon't gooooo down!


U.Lee said...

Hello Mrs B, Holy Smoke, you had me wondering, scratching my head who 'Mrs B' is? Ha ha.
Why the change?
The 'MRS'....might frighten away James Bond, you know, ha ha.
Anyway, none of my business....

I like your poem...
Mrs B, live your life with no excuses, and love with no regrets. WhoooHooo!
You be cool...and have a naughty weekend, ha ha, Lee.

DrFrappucino said...

Well since u're in london, we could start off chatting online ie. yahoo msngr or MSN

meet up? well lemme know when u're back in msia :)

zah said...

Hi! Thanks for informing me about the move.. So I call you Ms B now? hmm.. hmm the birkin handbag.. you take care.. happy weekend!

U.Lee said...

Mrs B...tadi earlier I almost mistook 'B' for 'Birkin'...for 'Bikini'....arhaaa ha ha.
Had to look twice, taugt my eyes playing tricks you sala spelling, ha ha. Be good, Lee.

U.Lee said...

MS B, please accept my humble apologies, re your initials....I da sala tengok mind you know la...baru hilang kawan,
but to tell you the truth....I did wonder why you called yourself "MRS B"?

My mistake! Cheh! A 127 apologies...ha ha. betul standards very high...HERMES? BIRKIN? (Thought bikini?, ha ha)

Even in my blog posting ta'berani go for the stratospheric Hermes, Birkin, arhaaa ha ha.

Just like one designer store here...BIG store, called "Holt Renfrews"....Ms B, this store you go in, better have a very strong heart....ha ha, the EVERYTHING is designer brand...and the prices all start from an Executive's monthly salary...

My isteri one day dragged me in, and she loved a dress she saw...she noticed the price tag...I had to hold her, ha ha.
The price? $3700!!!! HOLY SMOKE! And the Hermes bags? Dare not even dare look, ha ha.

You stay beautiful Ms B...and wear that figure hugging Denim knee length tight skirt with the high back split...a black t-shirt, low cut of course....and Regent St, Oxford St. sampai Picidilly Circus will see a massive traffic jam!
ps, If anak Elizabeth...itu Charlie, dia tengok you, sure he lupah that yeeech, apa nama his wife's name? Ha ha.

Kak Teh said...

Ms B - (I've got to get used to this) any chance of a proper meet before you go?

Ms B said...


The change is much needed. My motivation to strive harder. The previous name was used went I discovered my journey of soul-searching.

Now I'm done recovering phase. It's time to pursue higher. The Birkin bag starts from USD7k. *rolling eyes* Even my friends seem to think that my chances of owning one is much higher than them.

Ps: these days it's been blazing hot that I've been wearing knee length dresses, low cut, typical Spanish ladies enjoying the sun. *winks*

Ms B said...


I will be back within a few days for almost a month. Dok sibuk packing and shopping for people's stuff! Will catch when I'm back.

Ms B said...

Hi zah,

The Birkin, ultimate handbag. *smiles*

Hope your weekend was good!

Ms B said...

Kak Teh,

I'll call soon!