Sunday, June 01, 2008

Lead the way



I’m leaving tonight
Going somewhere deep inside my mind
I close my eyes slowly
Flowin’ away slowly
But I know I’ll be alright
It’s coming stronger to me
And I know someone is out there
Lead the way Lead the way
Show me the answers I need to know

What I’m gonna live for
What I’m gonna die for
Who you gonna fight for
I can’t answer that

All my life/love it is
It is all my love
All my life/love it is
I know it is a life to live lately
From above I hear
I hear the sound of them sinkin’
I feel numb, I’m alive
I know I’m getting closer

My life has had it’s share of troubles
And now I found a place to go
I’ve said goodbye to all my troubles
’cause now I’ve find my place to go


I have done this before. I have been on a date for a few times. Yet this time, I am nervous and cant think straight. Even working like crazy last week is nothing compare to what will come for the next few days.

I just dont want to lose a beautiful friendship.

For the first time, I actually remember all the times we spent together. From the first time we met, to the times I went back after graduation, to my first few months moving here.

Did fate play with our cards? Guess I wouldnt know until I give it a try.

12 comments:

U.Lee said...

Hi Ms Istanbul, Wow! A date? I can just imagine in your mind, "I got no dress to wear"! Ha ha. Maybe that red slinky outfit?
Have a wonderful time Ms Istanbul, as romance is the glamour which turns the dust of everyday life into a golden haze.
Hope you get a full moon.....Lee.

fizzy said...

hi, there..
lo------------ng time no hear,ey?
so sorry!
a few weeks back i rarely blog or blog hop for that matter.
and now, during school holidays, i don't go online everyday.

school break ends 8th june.
in the mean time, do tell us more about your dates..
*chuckles* :)

take care, sis..
and yeah, the spiders have multiplied in my blog.
haha. got a colony of them perhaps.
hehehehehehehe..

Ms Istanbul said...

Hi Lee,

heheheh... Spot on! I never worry about what to wear but this time, I stressed out on everything. The anticipation, as they say.

I realise that when you date a friend, you can actually be yourself. It felt like old times, just different setting (and of course, the killer dress).*winks*

Ms Istanbul said...

Fizzy dearest,

OMG!! Where have you been my dear? I thot you have gone MIA somewhere. *smiles* Glad to know you are just busy. *winks*

Ok dear, I shall keep you updated with the dates. *LOL* sounds like this year is the dating season for moi. *winks*

Take care luv. I think you even have different species of spiders there. *LOL*

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DrFrappucino said...

let yourself got swept away... sing with rapture and dance like a dervish..

btw what's the rope you intended to give me for :)

n|ns said...

i've been a bit slow bloghopping these days.. bz catching up with the boys ;)

hope u had a fantabulous time ms istanbul!

Ms Istanbul said...

Doc,

Learning to be care free and just let myself loose. Once in a while, we just have to follow with the flow, go with our gut feelings.

Oh, I am sure u know the many uses of a rope. *winks*

Ms Istanbul said...

momster,

I know how u feel. I would have done the same. Each time coming back from business trip, I'll make sure I take some time off to spend with my girl.

Oh yes, I really had a great time for the past few days.....

D said...

Hey, I can't agree more to what you said above: "we just have to follow with the flow, go with our gut feelings". That's what I do now. I live by the day, my dear... every single day!

you keep well, might not be blogging/blog-hopping so much for the coming months.

Ms Istanbul said...

D,

I am learning to take life easy. I learn more through my girl. Kids always see life is a bliss.

Taking the journey, without forgetting to smell the roses.

U keep well too dear.