Friday, January 15, 2010

Hard to say goodbye


I handed in my resignation letter today, requesting for a shorter notice instead of the standard three months.

It was a sad moment and this was done with an MD whom I wasn’t close to (he's responsible for the welfare of the staff). I couldn’t imagine how it'd be had it been done with someone I worked closely with.

About 4 years ago I joined this place. I wanted to try something new and despite knowing I had to build new set of skills, it didn’t matter. I was willing to take up the challenge. The offer alone helped to improve our quality of life. My 1st job in this city was reasonable as it was already above London's average salary but raising a child with that amount single-handedly was tough. It was a relief to be getting the increment.

Despite working 50 to 70 hours per week, ad hoc travelling including leaving home at 530am to catch the 730am flight to another European city, specialising in two highly regulated sectors, ridiculous deadlines and managing expectation of different parties, I truly enjoyed working here. It is probably the best workplace I ever had. I love my job and my colleagues and superiors are warm and cool. An MD loves to hide things of another MD, which included his bicycle. One practices his golf swings on our floor. One prefers wearing bright shirts to work; pink, red, blue and green! One talks about his daughters' passion of handbags which thankfully they were only DKNY equivalent. Wait until they start asking for Mulberry or Channel. The senior PA who shocked me for driving a Cooper is like a sister and we often share our crush on McDreamy. When I was looking for a ring, a male senior colleague gave me a tutorial of the perfect stone; from colour to cut. Suffice to say mine was a triple X. *wink*

It is also a place where my skills were groomed to (almost) perfection and my talents were appreciated. I was given many opportunities and collectively, they moulded me. One of them included a chance to manage a deal originating from another European country, with participation from teams from two continents. Of course it also meant we had to work on shift to manage the different time zone.

All my hard work was recognised and paid off. The promotion which was given two years ago with a substantial increase in pay was welcomed with open arms. It gave a sense of pride to be noticed among thousands of people in London alone, especially when it was given during tough times. It meant I could save more towards the young lady's education fund, as well as investing in handbags and shoes (I should not forget to pamper myself, no?).

Good things must come to an end, so does this chapter of my life. It is time to move on. With a heavy heart, I am bidding farewell to the firm
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20 comments:

Naz in Norway said...

All my best wishes with whatever you decide to do next. You're lucky to meet all these people and I'm sure there'll be many more in the future .. simply because you are you :)

Anonymous said...

where are u going now?


inah adelaide

HH said...

Salam Ms B, been a while since I last dropped a line. How r u? Hope all goes well on your side.

D said...

No, it's never easy saying goodbye... Yet, it's time to let your hair down. May great things lie ahead, dear! xxx

Jumper said...

I hope the end of the good things would lead you to greater things to come...
Have fun plotting new episode of your life. All the best, Ms B.

toughcookie said...

such a heartfelt post. beautifully written!

best wishes in your future plans... and kudos for that strength you exude on raising your child while working extra hard to be outstanding. wish i am in london again. i so love the atmosphere there...

[danial][ma] said...

hej! Ms.B...aaarrrgghhhh, we won't be able to meet but one day...all the best to you and may the new place bring greater things and time...gambate!

Melb said...

Hi Ms B, as much as you have survived those earlier years, am sure the new path will welcome you happily and readily! You will make it wherever you are!

Ms B said...

Naz,

Thank you! The time is right but it was a difficult decision to make. I dont know what lies in the future but this chapter will always be in my thoughts.

Ms B said...

inah,

I think that deserve an entry on its own, right? *smile* Will write about it someday.

Ms B said...

Hi LHM,

Havnt seen you for a while too. I'm fine thanks. Lots of things to do after this. will tell more about it.

Ms B said...

D,

it was very melancholy. The moment I stepped out from his office, I brokedown in front of my PA. I couldnt see the faces of some colleagues as they will be missed greatly. I told her not to do those farewells for me. Nanti banjir pulak I!!!

Ummi to Hamzah said...

Miss B, very touching entry. All the best, may Allah SWT continue to guide you in the new journey you'll be going thru with mini B, always under Allah's care :)

Ms B said...

Jumper,

Thank you. It has been a wonderful journey, with different spices added that makes it memorable. I will look forward to the new episodes, hopefully with more beautiful things.

Ms B said...

TC,

I had this moment planned inside my head but when the day arrived, it was hard. My emotions were overwhelmed.

It wasnt easy but we sailed through. I couldnt hv done it without the support from my girl.

Ms B said...

danial,

maybe one day our path crosses. I can still return here if situation changes.

And there is always Malaysia. :)

Ms B said...

Hi Melbourne,

I hope so. The journey so far has made the bond between me and my girl strong. We are looking forward to the new chapter, giving more time to spend for both of us.

Ms B said...

Hi Mawar,

Thank you for the kind wishes. We always leave it to The One Above to guide us during our journey. Hopefully it will be another colourful chapter.

Anonymous said...

It's not often one gets very passionate about their job, and I envy you for that! :)

Good things must come to an end, but that doesn't mean you won't encounter another good thing, right? All the best Ms B!

n.i. said...

Babe,

Sorry for the long silence... I didn't get ur email fr momster...

my du'a is always with you... you are one strong lady...